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13 June 2011

Surprises that I didn't welcome..

Good evening, guys!! ;)

Yeah, yeah, yeah~

As I've said in the latest post, June means full of surprise!!!

Luckily, they don't make me heart attack! 

First of all, date of 8th June is the starting point~

Gotcha, bang bang boom or prank as what they are all about, my classmates made me angry, sad and ended by laughter. They did a surprise for my 20th birthday. [full story here] hihi. Thank you, guys! As what Pura said, they made all of these to make my 20th birthday as a token of remembrance for whole life! 

2nd surprise..

Yesterday. yup. Yesterday was annual dinner for accounting program. And, they made it again! But, no so surprise as BMB 2 had done to me.. Maybe because it is already 4 days passing by. hehe. Thank you, anyway. Chocolate cake again.. Hoho. Now, I know in accounting batch 5 itself, there are persons who born in 3 days in a row.(7th-8th-9th June) It's nice to know that! :)

And, here, the 3rd surprise came....

The announcement of new committee for 2011/2012 was announced yesterday.. At this time, they really did a  SURPRISE! They made me screaming in sadness! Please.. please... Don't make this again! It's totally scared me! Till, there is a person who can see that my eyes in watery. ("Eh. ko menangis eh?" "Eh. xd la.. Takut je :( ) I don't know if I can cope with it or not. Seriously! Be a secretary for 2 organizations in a time - Sekretariat Taha @ USIM and Accounting Batch 5 Committee is not easy. :'( Let me tell you something here. Next sem will be busy for me because there will be an event for us to conduct; the launching day of this new-brand secretariat @ USIM.

Anyway, thank you my friends for voting me; 54 votes at all. But, I need to think it back whether I should accept or decline this offer. I'm sorry for this inconvenience. :( But, guys, please support our new leader!

many thanks!

P/s: 1. I hope there will be no more surprise after this. Unless, you made for a good reason - bring happiness to my life.. :) Or, I will get heart attack! :'(
2. I can see the flow of my moods in this post- very happy, happy, sad.. :(

04 November 2010

Bye W395, Hi J10i2 Elm

Salam..

I think all of you know what it is all about! =)

All of this happened accidentally... huhu..

The story began here...

Last saturday, during busy in messaging my classmate to ask for their email, my hp screen appeared blank. nothing. omg! da risau sangat da ni.. it is the second time this hp buat hal! =(

Luckily, i have my backup hp, nokia 6020 *given by my grandfather. see! still berjasa even I already pack it up... lalala~*

yeah, with the virtue of the hp, i still can message my friend; titas and all about life~ but, the keypad not function very well. so, macam xbest sangat la nak message kan? lol!

[sony ericsson W395. thanks for all your good deeds..]

owh yeah. the problem was when i slide it up, the screen had appeared nothing. but, when i slide it down, it appeared! omg. this hp drove me crazy! so, it just function as my music companion. time tula baru nak play game, racing car.

for your *me too ... * information, this hp life expectancy just 1 year 5 months. haha. i bought it several days before i registered at USIM. anyway, hp ni dah banyak berjasa. ease my work as class rep for sem 2 tamhidi and sem 1 degree.. messaging my classmates and maintaining the bond of family bila berjauhan.. haha

so, no hal la dia rosak kan? even muna yg jadi class rep for the whole tamhidi last year and this sem, pun da tukar bnyk hp?! hehe.. *muna, sorry.. =)*


[sony ericsson J10i2 Elm. silalah berjasa kepada saya ok..]

so, i just trade in the W395 and bought this on 011110 *binary code. haha. applykan ICT! =p* hope it will accompany me for about 4-5 years.. first time kot beli warna pink! hoho.. its features pun not bad.. ada peningkatan.. i will use it wisely ok.. hehe

ok. need to pen off..

p/s: 1. ad orang tu kata, hp sy da setanding dgn hp dy - 5MP camera. before this, mine only 2MP.. =p
2. taubat sudah xnak beli slide or flip. nak beli yang biasa je. takut pisang berbuah dua kali.. hoho

3. sedih rasa tengok W395 dijual.. =(

30 October 2010

She seems strong!


She seems strong and happy..

Her friends thought she is very strong in facing all kinds of problem..
This girl seems problem-less.

But her friends never know in one day,
she woke up from her sleep,
and she wanted shoulder to cry to..

Then, her friends came to give her support..
It's not money support,

They just wanted to ease her burden...
"mar, roger me if you need my help" *owh! kantoi sudah the she is ME!" =p
She said "OK!" *terharu sudah. pengairan sungai Nil pun bermula*

It seems like she will trouble them in another ways..

However,
she believes in this verse:

"Allah tidak membebani seseorang melainkan sesuai dengan kesanggupannya. Dia mendapat (pahala) dari (kebajikan) yang dikerjakannya dan dia mendapat (seksa) dari (kejahatan) yang diperbuatnya" (Al-Baqarah:286)

O Allah, she really felt small in front of you. Forgive her for all her wrong deeds. Please give her the strength to face the challenges.. She really understand with the challenges she will face soon, it will make her become more matured.

“Sungguh menakjubkan dalam urusan orang-orang yang beriman, sesungguhnya semua urusannya merupakan kebaikan, dan hal ini tidak terjadi kecuali bagi mereka yang beriman. Jika dia mendapat kegembiraan, maka dia bersyukur dan itu merupakan kebaikan baginya, dan jika mendapat kesusahan, maka dia bersabar dan ini merupakan kebaikan baginya.” (Hadis Riwayat Muslim, no. 2999)

Maybe she is not the fully-iman person yet. But she hopes for it. Amin.

P/s: 1. sorry. this post kind of "luahan hati"
2. credit to 2 persons who are kind-hearted to help me in finding the verse of Quran I needed. =)
3. TITAS mind map - on the way nak buat.
4. my Sony Ericsson hp - xboleh slide. kalau slide, skrin blank. then, how i want to create message?! =(

12 November 2009

when i'm 'emo'ing


"A friend is one that knows you as you are, understands where you have been, accepts what you have become, and still, gently allows you to grow" - Shakespeare
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Salah ke aku kawan dengan dy? Aku mesti rasa kawan2 aku yang lain xsuka aku kawan dengan dy.. Nape? Since dulu lagi, orang suka salah anggap! Mereka fikirkan aku pinggirkan mereka. Ow, tidak. Layanan yang aku berikan sama rata sahaja. Mungkin ada yang terkurang aku bg kt dy, tp terlebih pada anda dan sebaliknya pula pada anda yang terasa..
when i'm in 'emo'ing, i kept eating, felt lonely, and foremost need shoulder to cry..ow no!! but i just got the 'shoulder'.. hehe. thanks to whose had lend yours!

10 February 2009

MY EYES ^_^


"what happen to my eyes?"

just now, i go on with my intention to bake choc cake. as usual, i read the instructions first before bake it. 1 of the instructions is i must prepare 800 ml of water. i mix it properly with the mix. It was very melt as not usual I done before!! Ha? What I've done? I read the instructions again. Ha (again)! The mix need 80 ml. Not 800ml. it was totally BIG diffrence. angry!!

The cake I was idamkan before this hancur!! Hua hua hua (crying). I thought I must throw it into dustbin before my mom know. (ngee). I don't have chnce to do it! She has go downstairs and it really added my stress! Lastly, we edited it with some ingredients like flour, sugar and choc. But the cake not really delicious as I wanted like Choc Mud Cake and Choc Indulgence Cake at Secret Recipe. My fav!


CHOC MUD CAKE


CHOC INDULGENCE CAKE

What i really want now is DON'T want to wear spectacles!! So, to my friends who really3 hope I wear spectacles such as Watip n Nable, forget it ya! Pray for me not to wear it forever. If not i will blame it to all of u!! gggrrr..


p/s: sebenarnya nak post semalam, tapi ad connection error pulak, so post hr ni. tp ni cte smlm. hehe

25 January 2009

a sad and jealous story to share!!

salam, salam, and salam!

whoa! sudah lama saya tak post kat blog ni. rindunye. hehe. kalau pergi kat sini, mesti la ada al-kisah yang menarik kan? hehe.

tengah hari tadi, we just visited my "2 pupu" -abg mariz and kak hanim-. they've move to their new house at Puncak Perdana (near UiTM-Puncak Perdana). newly house area.

to make a story, my mom shake hands with kak amy (my "2 pupu" tOO) as usual laa n asked where her new-born baby because we've just saw she pregnant 7months during raya last year. and guess what? her baby has just passed away several hour after delivering. whoa! so sad to hear her story and my mom started told a story same what had happen to her on 1989.

sebenarnya. (melayu pula dah! haha). ramai kata kitorang adik-beradik ni jauh sangat bezanya. yela 22yo-18yo-16yo-8yo. actually between my eldest sis n me, there is a brother and the truly siblings between us are 22yo-20yo-18yo-16yo-8yo. his name is Ahmad Zahid and buried at Bukit Kiara Muslim Cemetery (near 1 Utama, sri pentas tv3 area).certificate of death still with me! so, when my mom told the story to them, i felt so sad because actually i've a bro!




ok2. kembali ke Puncak Perdana tadi. kak amy tu pun sedih jugak la kn and guess what her eldest daughter, alya 6yo always asked her mom where is her new sis? kak amy said to her " she has go to heaven!". terharu sangat aku dengar benda tu. dalam masa yang sama aku pun happy sangat bila muallim ape tah pernah cakap, baby yang meninggal waktu kecil akan selamatkan familynye kat akhirat nnt. insyaAllah.

dan tak hairan la, aku jeles sangat dengan family kawan aku yang ada abang dan adik lelaki dan family sepupu aku yang sama macam kitorang yang semua adik beradik perempuan tapi 2 years ago, she has got a youngest bro! jeles nye!!!!!!!!!!! tak hairan jugak la, yang ramai sangat nak jadi abang angkat aku. hah. tak terangkat2 aku oleh mereka. haha.

ok la, kepada mereka yang ada adik beradik lelaki, keep them carefully, nanti aku culik kang. haha. takde la. get to go. when i got interesting story, i'll post it at my lovely blog!!