24 February 2011

Back to December ! =)

I'm so glad you made time to see me
How's life, tell me how's your family

I haven't seen them in a while

You've been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why
Because the last time you saw me
Is still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and make it alright
I go back to December all the time
These days I haven't been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn't call
And I think about summer, all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side and
Realized I loved you in the fall
And then the cold came,
The dark days when fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye
So this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine
I'd go back to December, turn around and change my own mind
I go back to December all the time
I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And how you held me in your arms that September night,
The first time you ever saw me cry
Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If we loved again I swear I'd love you right
I'd go back in time and change it but I can't
So if the chain is on your door, I understand
But this is me swallowing my pride,
Standing in front of you saying I'm sorry for that night
And I'd go back to December
It turns out freedom ain't nothing but missing you
Wishing that I'd realized what I had when you were mine and
I go back to December, turn around and make it alright and
I go back to December, turn around and change my own mind and
I go back to December all the time

Lyrics: Back to December by Taylor Swift

I felt that this song is so related to me! Yesterday, I really enjoy listened and sang this song with Yaya's help! =) * yaya, semangat kan sy nyanyi semalam? *

Like want to go back to December. Yup! Last December! I really enjoy that moments - have a nice 2 weeks holiday at Thailand and made me miss all who have came up into my life! =)

And, and, last two days were so terrible for me! So, this made me want to hear to Swift's songs; that are Country style 'melancholic' whole day especially this one - Back to December!

Alhamdulillah, today I stand up as I am with new spirit - Mar, please be strong enough!

Cheer up your day! =)

Bye, take care.

P/s: This month is February ! 4 months more to go to June ! =)

The song being play now is Back to December.

19 February 2011

It's all about Marru! (part 2)

[click the picture to enlarge, if you can't see clearly! =p]

Haha! I can't believe! It's so funny la! 

There was a visitor from Canada searched for 'Marru' a few minutes ago! 

She or he (the visitor) made me happy today.


There seems my previous post is so useful!



 I'm so happy today!

I already promise to myself, 

I don't want to listen to any sad songs today, tomorrow and ever! (God-willing!)

1. Today's agenda: want to fully-study because I have group's trip tomorrow!
Fazlie's sister's wedding and Halimah's house!

2. wallawey! I really thanks to Allah for made me breathing again today! I LOVE U!

18 February 2011

It's all about Marru!


Hi guys! Long time no update here!

Do you know?

There is a person used to call me Marru  (まる, Japanese: circle or round. =)

And, just now, I made a research about this. Kind of boring because of no class whole day today. hehe.

1st Source: <<click this and onwards<<

Maru means 'Round' or 'Perfection', and is used as a suffix for some names. I.e., Orochimaru, Shikamaru and Zabimaru. (From the 'Naruto' and 'Bleach' animes.) 

Nowadays, however, it is hardly used.

Maru  is a male Scottish Fold cat in Japan who has become popular on YouTube.

The word maru ( meaning "circle"?) is often attached to Japanese ship names. The first ship known to follow this convention was the Nippon Maru, flagship of daimyo Toyotomi Hideyoshi's 16th century fleet. There are several theories which purport to explain this practice:
  • The most common is that ships were thought of as floating castles, and the word referred to the defensive "circles" or maru that protected the castle.
  • That the suffix -maru is often applied to words representing something that is beloved, and sailors applied this suffix to their ships.
  • That the term maru is used in divination and represents perfection or completeness, or the ship as a small world of its own.
  • A legend of Hakudo Maru, a celestial being that came to earth and taught humans how to build ships. It is said that the name maru is attached to a ship to secure celestial protection for it as it travels.
  • For the past few centuries, only non-warships bore the maru ending. It was intended to be used as a good hope naming convention that would allow the ship to leave port, travel the world, and return safely to home port: hence the complete circle arriving back to its origin unhurt.
Today commercial and private ships are still named using this convention.
It appears that you are a fan of the Tenchu game series. Me to! Maru is a suffix added to a name. It literally means "round" or "circle". Some examples: rikimaru, tatsumaru, semimaru, etc.

I have been told that it isn't very common now a days. It's a rather old or antique name suffix. There are some names that have grown out of style in japan, for instance: Sanosuke =P

Hence, the conclusions I can conclude are: 

1. Maybe, the Miss Perfectionist nickname is related to me. hoho. yeah. Asma' said when I was ironing my clothes, and there is still a-bit-of-unseen-wrinkles on the clothes, I still want to iron the wrinkle to make it disappear! =.= But, yeah, there still BUT, when I totally in lazy mood to go anywhere, then, I will iron the clothes nonchalantly. 
2. I have round face! haha. My sister used to call me 'muka bulat' when I want to wear my scarf during kindergarten long times ago. I don't like to wear my kiddie scarf because of the stitching on the face is tight and my face is not enough to accomodate into! eei. Then, I cried and moody in the car. When arrived at my kindergarten, I smiled back! Sebab da jumpa kawan2, nak main2~ =)
3. I don't like cat. Just don't like, okay. Don't misunderstand. I'm not the one that like to bully animals. I'm afraid that they will attack me after that! hoho. Moreover, we -my family-, don't have any pet at our home. Only koi fish are available at my home. That one is my father's.
4. Protected. em. I just want to get the protection! What I mean is I want someone special that can protect me from any attack. Haha. Nonsense! Right now, I don't find yet the one that can truly protect me except my family.
5. Beloved. em. I don't sure about this. If I love someone, I don't sure if they love me or not. Mcm sedih kan? Let me tell the truth, I'm a loyal person. Just tell me, you love me or not, then, I will love you ever! Is it okay, my dear friends? =p

Okay. That's all from me! I really feel energetic to have tomorrow! =) 

P/s: 1. For the first time I heard, it sounds weird. after that, I really appreciate for my new nickname. It's special, unique!
2. Marru, maru.. aaa~ approximately la.. hehe =)

13 February 2011

Penyedap rasa, penyedap hati..

[hidup seperti burung. terbang bersama]
" Perempuan yang jahat untuk lelaki yang jahat dan lelaki yang jahat untuk perempuan yang jahat, perempuan yang baik untuk lelaki yang baik dan lelaki yang baik untuk perempuan yang baik." (an-Nur: 26)

"walaupun semalam berlaku kepahitan, kesengsaraan, InsyaAllah, esoknya Allah akan munculkan sinar kebahagiaan~" 

"Jika anda merasa bahagia untuk hari ini, ucaplah alhamdulillahi ala kulli hal nikmah..berjaga2 la kerana Allah sedang menguji sejauh mana Dia ada didalam hati kita " quoted by Kak Juliana Jusoh

Setiap hari yang kita lalui, membawa 1000 pengalaman untuk difahami, ditafsirkan..

Bersedialah untuk menghadapi hari esok! 

Kerana hari ini, menjadikan diri kita lebih tabah dan mengambil pengajaran untuk menghadapi hari-hari yang mendatang.


10 February 2011

February - the busy month?


Oyeah! We meet again here! =)

[River Kwai Bridge, Kanchanaburi, Thailand]

Em. Right now, after almost two months I've been in the 2nd semester, the lecturers already gave many assignments to fulfill the coursework. As usual, the assignments are in individual and group work.

Okay, let me list down here with some description. Who knows, you also need to do the same! Just a kind of reminder. hehe

1. English 

- I need to prepare CV + Application Letter to attend for the job interview soon! Luckily, I still save the CV format I've used during tamhidi. hehe. =) 
- Market Survey > This should be done in group. My colleagues are Fazlie, Fahmi and Shafiqah. We didn't decide yet what type of goods or service we want to survey about!

2. Muamalat

- Writing a journal. Sir Zaidi asked us to find a journal about HR management and do comment about it. Status: is searching for! =)
- Plan a business plan! haha. We will do this again! Credit to Madam Linda because she had taught us how to write BP during tamhidi. My team members are Halimah, Athirah, Safura, Ana and Salmeh. What we've plan before is we want to open a bakery shop! D'Lala~ haha.

3. Arabic

- Writing a research proposal @ خطة البحث. Em. Looks like a researcher~ haha. But, I didn't decide yet what title or issue I want to write research about. My dear friend, Safura suggested me to do about 'Kahwin 4'! OMG! I am taking my dinner at that time and she made me choking! Fura, please give this title to the suitable person that available at BMB 2 right now! =p

4. Da'wah

We need to do a presentation about ميادين الدعوة الاسلامية . No comment. Want to have a look first - how first group will present theirs. hehe. Athirah, Nadhirah and me will present together again. 

Soon, economics and accounting assignment will be assigned. Owh. I hope that these four assignments will be completed before the due date. One point to note here, please respect time.

And, when we talked about group assignment, it means we need to find suitable time to discuss together. Em. It's not easy, guys! Everyone has their own commitment, sometimes. Anyway, by hook or by crook we still need to find time to discuss. If not, the work will not complete.

Bofore I pen off, I want to share with you an inspirational quote

' One of things that can't be recycled is time ' - Sean Covey

Okay. That's all! 

Wassalam. =)

p/s: Is the title related to the post? em. maybe! haha

02 February 2011

Your secrets! Mine too! ^_^


Dear readers,

Recently, I tried an Apps - 'Rahsia Bulan Kelahiran by Dato' Hj Fadzilah Kamsah' at a website.

Accidentally, some of the characters listed for those who were born in June are 90 percent same with me. =)

Em, actually I don't ask you to trust 100 percent on it. Just read it for pleasure. If there are some characters that suit you, there are fortuities. It's all Allah's knowledge. Wallahua'lam.

Also, before I decided to post all of these, I did some research. And I found this,
"benda ni bukan ramalan..tapi sekadar berdasarkan hasil kajian...questionaire..kalau horoscope lain..horoscope biasanya menyatakan apa yang AKAN berlaku hari ini..cth bertuah or tidak, warna apa yg bertuah hari ni, yg malang la etc..so bila tgk horoscope kita secara otomatik nya akan berharap pada "benda" yg bertuah itu..or mengelak dari "benda" yg malang itu..ini adalah ramalan..(pd pandangan sya klu slh tlg betolkan)..bila berlaku sesuatu musibah or kebaikan..oh..ini adalah di sebabkan "benda" dlm horoscope tu..nah..itu yg membuatkan benda ni salah..

ada pon info rahsia bulan lahir ni adalah tetap dan hanya menyatakan sifat2 seseorang secara generally..tidak ada yg bertuah or tidak..betul atau tidak..sama atau berbeza..itu hanya kebetulan..sbb "rahsia" itu hanya berdasarkan drpd hasil kajian.. " http://halaqah.net/v10/index.php?topic=426.280

Anyway, who have any idea, opinion about this, do post comment below. ^_^ 

And, click the picture to enlarge!

"Mudah kena selsema" Haha! Sangat la betul!

My moma and my friend too!

My dad and my classmates too!

My senior at Egypt there and Mariam, my roommate!

My lil sis, Nabihah and my Al-amin(shima), USIM(Aini, qila) friends! *sooo mannyy, can't list them out!"

Muna M, Munawwarah, Wan, 'Awatif and many more *can't list them out*! =)

Athirah S, Hasnin

My friends too! Sometimes I got confused~

Asma', my buddy! =)

Azie, Suha, Fienaz, Yaya =)

Auni, my best friend and Halimah, my 'inheritor' of BMB 2.. hehe =) Alahai, yg ni paling junior..

Kak Ratna, and Kak Long Nadhirah... ehehe. ^_^ yg ni plak, paling senior!

Okay, that's all from me..


Speak good or remain silent?

The Prophet (saw) said: “Man kaana yu’minu billahi wal yawmil aakhiri fal yaqul khairan aw liyasmut – Whoever believes in Allah (swt) and the Last Day should speak good or remain silent.” (Hadis Riwayah Bukhari-Muslim)


Last week, if I'm not mistaken it was on Monday, there was a tazkirah slot before zuhur prayer at surau FEM. Yeah, kinda of missing the moment of tazkirah session at my school. Giving and listening to tazkirah made us to remind the small things, especially in our daily routine. It is better for us to correct or perfect our amal first before you correct others. Right?

Ehehe. Okay, actually the hadith stated above is related to our daily life. Let me give you some situations - which you and me, maybe have experienced.

1. When you are talking or discussing with someone, suddenly, the person who you talked with is like to fight or argue with you. And you are trying to argue with him/her back because you know the point there. Unfortunately, because he/she has good, better, best skill of speaking, you lost the words you want to said. So, you remain silent till the end. Let him/her continue with his/her passion. Also, you didn't want to hurt their heart because you know the effects then! Keep being attacked '^_^

2. Your friends are slandering someone. And, you hesitated to join them because you know what the purpose is. Ehehe. And, don't you remind them that their action is out of purpose? Gossiping and talk bad about people is worst than zina. My ustaz said so. ^_^

3. When you are in a class and the lecturer don't come yet, you see a group of students who are laughing and made some noise in the class. Do you pretend that you do not see anything or tegur them in a nonchalantly way? Or, you join them because you are so bored of waiting?! Ahaha. 

Anyhow, whatever situation you have been, it is better for us to be silent and speak as little as possible. Because sometimes your words are more hurt than sword itself! ouch! And, a nasyid lyrics from Inteam said so, 

Terlajak perahu masih boleh diundur lagi 
Terlajak kata hilang percaya 
Hilang percaya...

See! Maybe your colleague can't trust anymore on your words! Keep saying vain speech or rubbish talk! uish! I hope that I am out of this group. ^_^

Whatever it is, keep upgrade yourself towards a better person! 

Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal! ^_^